I was asked this week what I say when I am asked how many children I have? Always four, I always will have four children, I replied. She may no longer be here but she will always be with me, every single day.
Mother's day is hard. That day when we celebrate motherhood. We all have mothers, some of us are lucky to be mothers or to have made the choice to have children.
I always wanted children, just not straight away. I'm so glad Andy and I waited for a few years. I'm so lucky that I met him when I was young so that we were able to have that time together, to cement our relationship, BC – before children. It seems like centuries ago, a completely different world away.
